I am currently in Springfield, Missouri for 2weeks. I am doing a pre-field orientation because I am interested in going long term to the Philippines as well as my short term trip in September.
It was really hard for me to even want to come to this orientation. I know I had to but I wanted to be home. It has been hard for me to stay focused on my calling to the Philippines. I am getting a lot of support but life gets hard. My baby nephew David Allen Haynes was born into heaven June 1st. You can read about my lil fighter at his blog- the link is on the pg below. It's called Davids Fight. I really hated leaving my family in this time. I know they will be alright without me but I like to be the one to step up and handle things. I like to think I can keep my emotions under control, in a healthy manner, so others can release and I can listen. I don't get to do that this Thursday at my nephew's celebration service. I don't get to be there for my brother and sister-in-law. They are more than family, they are my best friends. I don't feel much like a good friend. I tried to fly into Missouri later but they were going to charge me too much. I felt like I couldn't fix this and it should be fixable. My brother Aaron and his wife a.k.a. My best girl, heather are so gracious that they support me 100% on being here. God is really teaching me to trust Him. It has been a painful lesson for me. Please pray for my family as they are still dealing with the loss of their child.
God wanted me here and I am here in missouri. It's already been stretching. My flight got delayed 2hrs in atl which caused me to almost get here late. If I got here too late I, a 20yr old single lady, would have to find a way to hotel and stay. Then check in The next morning. But praise God for time change! I have a roommate but share a bathroom with 2 other ladies. They just got back from a 10 month stay in Africa.
I went to dinner by myself and quickly got spotted. Andre and Kelly will be going to stay in the philippines for 2 years and recognized me from our book with our picture and place we are going. We had dinner together and great conversation. I received some good tips about the Philippines. Kelly informed me not to put my purse on the floor there, that's what the harlots do. I will be getting a book they recommended that tells me other taboo things to be careful of. They said they will probably see me there since they are working with children as well. I am going to attend church tomorrow with my roommates but then don't start any sessions until Monday.
There are so many people here. Singles, married, married with kids, etc. I love the "mk's" that run around. They are the missionary kids. They will be going with their families on the mission field too. I am truly nervous about getting to know people. For anyone who knows me you know I tend to be quieter. I don't usually walk up to random people and make conversation, unless you are a child. I do love being surrounded by missionaries. I know any conversation I have will be inspiring and encouraging.
So pray I deal with things well and make the most out of every opportunity.


So pray I grow a lot and handle every situation well. Talk to you soon!